{MY KENDALL BEAR...}

it has been 26 days since his 6th birthday I'm i am still trying to figure out how I've been his mother for a whole six years now. i have had the hardest time finding words to express how my heart feels about this child and it has been SO HARD!!! i can find so many beautiful adjectives to help me express how i feel about my oldest and my youngest. but, this child. the words just don't seem measure up. this (in no way) means that i love any one of my babies more than another, it is just that i am having trouble finding the words that embody what this kid means to my world. 

he has been somewhat of a mystery since the day he came into my life. there are so many moments of mothering him that i can remember so clearly. moments that i just couldn't find the words to describe, but they just produce a cushy pause in the depths of my heart. 

i find myself having to surrender a LOT when it comes to parenting this sweet boy. it is pretty safe to say that i have NONE of him figured out and i am ok with that now. 

this year, just like the last year, he requested birthday meals ALL DAY LONG and we had a lot of fun just celebrating our kendall bear turning SIX years old. we brought the camera along throughout the day and you can check out his birthday vlog below. 

Kendall beard turned six and had a very specific list for his bday. Special breakfast, movies and we surprised him and took him to a hibachi restaurant for his first time. He loved it!!! __________________________________________________ I'm Syreena, wife to my boo (BDH). mommy to two handsome little men and a goWageous little lady baby.

i love you, kendall carter, with all the big and small pieces of my heart. i pray that you know that ALWAYS!!!

Happy Birthday Bear

From Mommy, With Love